Untitled lists

1. White wifebeater

2. Mop-tops

3. Mullets

4. Sandwiches

5. Drugs

1. The first time

2. Two weeks ago

3. Last week

4. Probably ever again

1. Beside him in church

2. Every time he every cooked me anything

3. Over christmas break

1. The golden rolling hills

2. The red sun

3. The foodtruck with all the flies

4. My brother

5. Cicadas

6. My mothers piano

7. Driving to the city to the Indian restaurant where they know each of our orders

8. His old house

9. I can’t end this one.

10. The version of myself that can only exist there

1. Being alone

2. Being abandoned

3. Contracting AIDS

4. Going bald

5. Being a creative failure

1. The kindle

2. The box under my bed of everything handwritten

3. I got sober for it

4. The way we were alone

5. The way our bodies yin yanged into each other every time we were horizontal

6. My parents ask about him

7. The fact that i had to convince myself it wasn’t